gluing my life together

what if suddenly your life doesn 't make sense anymore and you feel like you have no place and no role in society, no real friends, your so called art is meaningless, you have no children and no money and no success ... what do you do?

what if you feel tired and alone and hopeless.. how do you start again?

what if every idea you have is one you had already and you never seem to be able to realise the few good ones you had ... 

what if you feel you need help but you don 't know how and whom to ask? (and have no money to pay for an hour of talking ...)

what do you do ?

Glue your life together, stand still, breathe and start all over again. 

The good thing with people not caring about your art is that you can do whatever you like, no one is going to miss what you did before.